I AM BRIGHT IN COLOUR, I AM ME

So yes I am different. I feel different than you, I experience things different. I feel and love and want different. I experience life completely different than you, in fact I feel more than maybe you do.

I feel in colour, deep reds and bright yellows. I cry in dark greens and shades of turquoise, I love in magenta pink and ruby reds.

I am different

I might not be exactly what you prefer , in fact you might not even like me at all. And thats completely fine by me.

My thoughts might throw you off and my responses freak you out, I live in the moment, I am here, now.

I am bright in colour, I am me.

I don't think nor do I believe that I need to make myself less just because you don't know how to deal with this. I AM NOT SORRY.

The world is constantly pulling and yanking me to be like it, like them. I am never just enough. I am either too skinny or too fat, too friendly or too sad. My lips are too pale, my brows too thin. I am constantly fighting a fight with the world- I try not to care.

So yes, I cannot care less if you think I am different because yes you are right, I am.

I am frustrated and sad in navy black.

Life pulls me in all directions, it spins me around- I lose, I win, I get upset, I smile in light rose pink. I wait, I fight, I fall down.

I am different

I am bright in colour, I AM ME.